a warm welcome

to a space for reflection

Please- click around, go at your own pace, read everything or don't. Look at my favorite things, check out my art, play a game of mine! I hope it sparks something in you, or eases your mind a bit.

Wherever you come from, I hope this website gives you a little insight on who I am as a person, and of course, a bit of calmness and fun into your day.

Enjoy your visit! 💙

a bit about me and the site

the return of creative expression

It's a grand time to get into making your own website- I've seen the recent influx of indie website movement. I love it! In an AI-slop era, seeing human creativity and expression is so refreshing. And if you are thinking of it, it's now easier than ever to just teach yourself anything and be creative. I'm hoping this movement sparks life in many!

I like programming and art

You might inspect the code of this website and say it's messy, but I say... it's cool. It's mine. and it works 😂 I chose to study computer science in college to make video games, purely because I loved how you can make your own worlds and tell stories through code and art. Same stuff here. College was kind of rough because it forced me to think logically all the time, rather than be creative, but I'm glad I got over that hill and learned all the technical stuff. Now that I'm free to code up whatever I want, the sky's the limit. Hoping to unleash all my creativity on this website!

playful and tangible

If you look around you, everything was made by someone- the 3d model of your water bottle, the way your phone downloads something over the wifi, the design on your t shirt. With tech these days just on screens we don't really notice these things all the time. I hope this website can express some of that homemade playfulness and fun back into everyday things.

life at your own pace

it's easy to get lost in the floods of information on social media and the like. that's why I love coming here, to my own space, as well as other neocities users' pages. it's very personal, very calming. you might tell I like reflection a lot. im very introspective. I hope I can give you a bit of that here. thanks for coming.

the wondrous

It's a common saying, to "see the fun in everyday things" but to me, *The Wondrous* is more than that- and more than 'childlike wonder'. It's about the magical, mystical presence. The things that help you see in a new light:

  • believing that bright light is a star, not an airplane
  • the mounds of chocolate powder you poured in your milk glass look like sand dunes
  • it's a bunny that darted across the street you walk along

The magic that is always there no matter how hard you try to convince yourself it's not. It's magical and mysterious, elusive and simple. It's hope. The wondrous is anything you want it to be, waiting to be found in everything. Only that, it's up to you to see it.

Quick Facts

  • creativity is life! any kinda medium really, whatever speaks to me at the time.
  • I like making video games, since I was a kid. check out the games page!
  • My first video game is Yoshi's Island on the Gameboy SP. Kinda sparked my love and passion for creativity.
  • I studied a bit of Japanese and Korean in college.
  • I'm Filipino

Quick Faves

  • 🎮: Punishing Gray Raven. If you know WuWa, theyre the devs. I've been playing since global launch.
  • 🎧: City Girl, 💙 and most chill lofi stuff (non-AI, like 2016-2018 lofi era)
  • 🎧: y2k stuff, for example Bomb Rush Cyberfunk, or NewJeans!
  • 🎧: Slum Village, J Dilla. also Kid Cudi.
  • I do like "actual" books sometimes, but just self-improvement books lately. the most recent one I finished is called Digital Minimalism, by Cal Newport.
  • I love graphic novels and comics, I'm usually browsing the library for new stories to get into.
  • capybaras

Raised on the Internet

Your Faves from my Faves

VERDICT

random stuff

whats new with me?

  • apr 01 2026

    that career coaching appointment made me realize I don't give AF about a tech job 😭😭😭 ai this ai that ai accelerate my asshole i wanna do art

  • mar 31 2026

    "I've pulled my head out of the water, seen that there's a life worth living". that's my motivation now, to try to get something started in my life. I booked a career coaching appointment at my uni to see what i can do next.

  • mar 26 2026

    if i'm committing 90% of my energy to job hunting and exercising and gaming, i'll commit 10% of my energy to dreaming. what you dream is how you'll live.

  • mar 12 2026

    if you don't feel like thanking "yourself", you can thank your lungs and your heart for taking you this far. science is always something to fall back on.

  • feb 26 2026

    you don't have to fix all your problems. you don't gotta be perfectly healed. don't let it prevent you from doing the things you wanna do.

  • feb 19 2026

    life is like debugging code. it can be overwhelming at first, but you learn something new every time you fix a bug.

  • feb 12 2026

    worrying about what to do next now that I'm better. learning to slow down

  • jan 29 2026

    Art has other fuel besides pain. you will still be you, but better

  • jan 15 2026

    if i feel I will never be "happy happy", right now I'll just take the happy

  • jan 08 2026

    a better sense of self. i have my own progress to fall back on

  • dec 22 2025

    got back into playing Punishing Gray Raven after like 3 years 😭

  • dec 18 2025

    first therapy session.

  • nov 26 2025

    ordered a steam deck!

site updates

  • Feb 16 2026

    omg I had to take a break because my vision was getting worse!! but I have been making a lot of art for myself and the site. slowly but surely, gonna make all the assets for the site!

  • Jan 23 2026

    my revamped home page, with cool lanterns and a "trading card" system where you can save your favorites. check it out @ Home!

  • Jan 09 2026

    ive been working on the SpinnyCds player revamp for 2 weeks 😁🔫 please check it out lmao

  • dec 22 2025

    wasnt satisfied w the art page so i revamped it with Leaflet js. check it out!!!

  • dec 6 2025

    art page MVP is DONE. 💙 have a look at da art

  • dec 1 2025

    added all my music tracks. thanks catbox.moe!

  • nov 30 2025

    spruced up home page concept. i love it

  • nov 28 2025

    component based scss refactor ✨

  • nov 26 2025

    revamped games page and added my games!

  • nov 24 2025

    added intro screens. 1/4 chance to get a special one

  • nov 15 2025

    transition animashuns when u go to different pages

  • nov 4 2025

    spinny cds!! top left corner.

  • nov 1 2025

    im coding and crying lol

Credits & Attributions

Here I will clarify the sources of stuff I used, like using an asset or visual.

Most assets that look hand drawn or graphic-designed are indeed, (lovingly and painstakingly) drawn and graphic-designed by me. My handwriting font, art pieces, video games, and writings are also mine.

Most card front images, spinnycds album cover images, and gifs are from external sources. I hope it will be enough to say that most are pulled from Amazon, Walmart, Bandcamp, Wikipedia CDN. As in, just going to the site product pages and copying the image URL. Most gifs are from GIPHY or Tenor.

All music from the Spinnycds player are not made by me. They were all downloaded and converted via youtube converters, and hosted on Cloudinary cdn. Their original sources (Youtube) are linked along with the other track information.


Location Description of use Original Author
Food and drinks category, card background image trace of Akino eating, fork in mouth Tsuchika Nishimura, The Concierge at Hokkyoku Department Store
Food and drinks category page background from a secret page! https://cloverbell.neocities.org/
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